I’m April Dawn and This is My Month

April Dawn This is my month

Hi! I’m April Dawn and this is my month. There’s always been a bit of fun, joking, and curiosity behind my name. So today, on April Fool’s Day, I thought I’d plunge into some interesting notions surrounding me and my name.

I’m a July (not April) baby!

Contrary to what most people assume, I was not born in April. My birthday falls in the heat of July.

My mother chose two names, one boy and one girl name. Regardless of the month, her daughter would possess the name, “April Dawn.”  If was a boy, my father wanted the name, Shawn Oliver. (Being that my maiden name starts with a ‘B’ that child would have horrible initials.) Thank the Good Lord, I am a girl 🙂

My parents are not hippies.

When my husband’s extended friends and family received our wedding invitations, they  doused him with the same question, “Are April’s parents’ hippies?” To them, the name April Dawn sounded like the name of a free-spirited love child. In reality, my husband’s Irish/Italian family is far more robust and lively than my quiet farm-raised family. The joining of our family resembled the union of the Portokalos and Miller family from “My Big Fat Greek Wedding.” (This is still my favorite all-time movie!)

 

My sister and I were both given the birth name April.

For many years my sister and I differentiated ourselves by the phrase, “Big April and Little April.”

From my toddler years through my teen years, my parents served as foster parents. After much prayer, another April wobbled into our home. My mom kept this little girl in the church nursery and felt prompted to pray for her. Over many weeks, my parents, who had been fostering for years, learned this younger April was entering state custody. Already positioned in the foster care network and known to the child, my parents advocated for her. Little April teetered into our home and our hearts forever. Five years her senior, we used the term “Big April, Little April” until her legal name change.

Meaning of April Dawn 

Latin scholars derived the word April from the noun Aprilis, the fourth month of the year, and from the Latin verb aperire meaning “to open” because leaves and flowered opened in April. [1] The name Dawn offers promise, hope, and light. [2] The inner nerd in my comes alive when I learn about the origins of words and names. Imagine my delight when I discovered my name means to give promise, hope and light.

April Dawn. First and middle name.

Even before my parents adopted my sister, my parents and friends referred to me as April Dawn. To this day, If someone uses my first and middle name, I take it as a cherished throw-back to life in the 70s and 80s.

 

Fast-forward to Adulthood

I began my writing career with the blog titled “Red Chair Moments”. During that time, I signed off each post as “April.” But, as my professional writing career developed, and I received payment as a freelance writer, I added back my middle name. I said goodbye to my first website, Red Chair Moments, and relaunched under my name April Dawn White. Why? I researched and discovered several other writers named April White. Some of these writers do not share the light of hope in Christ I desire to display for my readers.

👉What’s the story behind your name? Please share!

Hugs & Hope,

April Dawn White © 2021

[1] http://wordcentral.com/cgi-bin/student?April

[2] https://www.names.org/n/dawn/about

 

When Your Heart Needs a Friend

Where do you turn when your heart needs a friend? I’m not talking about the gym friend or the book club friend. Instead, a friend who’s walked through hell and still has a hallelujah in their heart.

When your heart needs a friend, you need someone who’s been where you are, fought similar battles, and survived with joy? Do you have such a friend?

I Woke Up in the Land of Oz in Need of a Friend

I know what it’s like to wake up in an unknown place or circumstance. Like, Dorothy, I also woke up in the Land of Oz. One day, in 2015, I woke up totally paralyzed. Sporadic muscle weakness, which occurred for months, one day led to paralysis. What’s happening to me? How long will I be here? An explosion of unknown experiences surrounded me, like Dorothy in a Technicolor™ new and confusing land.  

Hypokalemic Periodic Paralysis

Thirteen months after experiencing debilitating symptoms, doctors renamed the Land of Oz, Hypokalemic Periodic Paralysis. Hypokalemic Periodic Paralysis affects one per 100,000 people. [1] It is lonely to possess a rare disease. Daily, I battle emotional isolation. No one around me understands the random paralysis, fluctuating weakness, daily pain, and embarrassing impaired cognitive functioning.

My Heart Needed a Friend

My heart needed a friend who shared the same rare illness. God sent Nancy. Mutual friends introduced us via email and we formed an instant connection. (Only God could arrange mutual friends to know two people with our odd illness.) You could imagine my delight when I discovered she had a meeting near my town. Prior to her return flight, we shared a table at Panera. I sat across the table from someone with my illness. I sought comfort in knowing I wasn’t the only Dorothy in the Land of Oz. For the first time, I knew someone truly understood me.

I peppered her with questions about the illness, her treatment, knowledge of doctors, counseling, etc. But most importantly, her friendship filled me with hope. Hope that I’m not alone on this journey. Hope that I have another person who understands this chronic illness. Better than an aromatherapy (which I use) she infused me with hope through prayer and power in Christ’s name. Nancy’s friendship penetrated my weary heart and helped me renew my faith in God.

God doesn’t call us to fix other people’s problems but to walk with them.

A true friend is someone who will listen without jumping in with a “fix-it” mentality. But rather, someone who is “quick to listen and slow to speak” (James 1:19).

We are relational people, not created to live in isolation. This was on Paul’s mind when he wrote, “that you and I be mutually encouraged by each other’s faith” (Romans 1:12).

You Are Not Alone on this Journey

Friend, whatever battle you are facing, know you are not alone. God sees you and He cares for you. Seek refuge in Him and find comfort in the words penned by David (perhaps when he was in the desert), “You are my hiding place; you will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance” (Psalm 32:7).

Singer, songwriter Cody Carnes wrote a beautiful song that captures the essence of this message. I suggest you listen to “Run to the Father” and allow the words and melody to saturate your soul.

If your heart needs a friend, please allow me to be that friend to you. You can reach out to me on my website, subscribe to AprilDawnWhite.com, on Instagram @ aprildawnwhite_author, or on Facebook @AprilDawnWhiteAuthor. Thank you for your patience if I take a few days to respond.

~April Dawn White

© 2016, 2021 April Dawn White, All rights reserved

Photos by Tom Wheatley, Gabor Szuts, & Takahiro Sakamo Unsplash.com

[1] http://emedicine.medscape.com/article/1171678-overview#a6

New Year’s Queso Mishap

I had a New Year’s queso mishap. I think I lost a powder-dipped fingernail in the queso. I made a queso dip for the kid’s NYE gathering. When I looked down while stirring the artery-clogging goodness and noticed a missing fingernail. It’s possible the nail popped off at the grocery store or in the shower, but I didn’t notice its absence until I stirred the queso dip.

Last year, I learned how to DIY powder dip manicures.  In full disclosure, this was not because of COVID salon restrictions, but because I am cheap frugal.  I mean, why spend boo-coos about of money on nails. I’d rather save the money and buy a shirt or shoes from TJMaxx.

The Trick is in the Set-Up

The trick to DIY dip manicures is the set-up.  The set-up is crucial for a good foundation for the nail primer and powder coating to adhere. Skipping the proper set-up will cause the nails to pull-away or fall off during New Year’s queso mishap.

DipWell suggests these steps for proper powder dip set up:

1) Cut cuticles

2) Buff the nails with a 180-grit nail file

3) Remove excess oil from nails with alcohol. (Not Pino, but rubbing alcohol.)

I skipped these steps because my cuticles look all right and I didn’t think it was crucial. But with a missing nail and a saucepan full of queso- I was wrong.

 

Why am I writing about a missing nail and a New Year’s queso mishap? Because it all about the set-up. How we set-up our morning and plan our day will determine our attitude, outlook, and whether or not we have fingernails in queso. 

Will you join me in the New Year to try to avoid queso mishaps? It won’t always be easy. But if I have you to help hold me accountable we can do it together.

What is something you want to do this year? Read new authors, experiment with new recipes, focus on intentional relationships, create new crafts, or journal?

 

My Plan for 2021

This year, I am reading (or listening to) the Bible chronologically.  By reading the Bible in order, I hope to gain a better understanding of the historical context and culture surrounding the events.  I recommend the free YouVersion Bible App. You can choose a book of the Bible and the version, King James Version, NIV, etc. I am choosing the Message Translation (MSG). This app also has an audio feature, which I love.

If this interests you, here is a website: https://www.biblestudytools.com/bible-reading-plan/chronological.html .

Big News Flash!

Drumroll please…We have a book coming out this year. Destination Hope: A Travel Companion When Life Falls Apart will hit the bookshelves this spring. Will you join Marilyn Nutter (my co-writer) and me for the excitement? We created a private Destination Hope Facebook group. An interactive community designed to share hope in hard times and in daily living. Link arms with us and join here: https://www.facebook.com/groups/1837806079708594.

I don’t want you to experience the mystery of “Is there a fingernail in my queso?” So let’s join forces to make take one step at a time. Don’t worry, I’ve already stumbled by not finishing this letter before the start of the New Year. We’re not going to be hard on ourselves this year. Grace upon grace.

 

Add an 🖐💻👍 in the comments below if you will join me in the New Year without short cuts or mystery queso ingredients. 

Hugs, hope, and queso,

April White

P.S. No one was harmed in my queso mishap.

 

12 Verses About The Lord is Our Keeper

“The Lord is your keeper; the Lord is your shade at your right hand.” (Psalm 121:5, NKJV)

In the midst of my bout of Covid induced isolation, I struck Scriptural gold. More valuable than an precious metal, I unearthed the phrase, “The Lord is your Keeper. (Psalm 121:5).

As a chronic illness warrior, I’m no stranger to feeling below par. But this virus amplified my usual symptoms and added a few more. {By the way, my fever never exceeded 99.7 and I never lost my sense of taste or smell}.

The isolation is the worst part of Covid. As the CEO of the home, who’s going to take care of me if I’m isolated? The answer came in Psalm 121:5, “The Lord is your keeper.”

12 Verses About the Lord as Your Keeper:

 “He will not allow your foot to be moved; he who keeps you will not slumber.” (Psalm 121:3, NKJV)

“Behold, he who keeps Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep.” (Psalm 121:4, NKJV)

“The Lord is your keeper; the Lord is your shade at your right hand.” (Psalm 121:5, NKJV)

“Deliver their soul from death, and to keep them alive in famine.” (Psalm 33:19, NKJV)

 

The Lord is Our Keeper
The Lord is Our Keeper

“You shall keep them, O Lord, you shall preserve them from this generation forever.” (Psalm 12:7, NKJV)

Keep me as the apple of your eye; hide me in the shadow of your wings.” (Psalm 17:8, ESV)

“For He shall give His angels charge over you, to keep you in all your ways.” (Psalm 91:11, NKJV)

“For the Lord will be your confidence, firm and strong, and will keep your foot from being caught [in a trap].” (Proverbs 3:26, AMP)

Therefore know that the Lord your God, He is God, the faithful God who keeps covenant and mercy for a thousand generations with those who love Him and keep His commandments.” (Deuteronomy 7:9, NKJV)

“You shall keep them, O Lord, you shall preserve them from this generation forever.” (Psalm 12:7, NKJV)

Friends, whether your season is full of joy or ambiguity, you may rest in the knowledge that the Lord is Your Keeper.

©2020 April Dawn White

Images courtesy of Canva.com

The Lord is Our Keeper

Did You Know… 

Advent is the season of preparing our hearts for Christmas. The word “Advent’ is derived from the Latin word adventus meaning ‘arrival’ or ‘coming.’

This year’s Advent season is November 29-December 25, 2020. 

Marilyn and I wrote Christmas Hope: Advent Readings for 2020, as our gift to you. 

 

 

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One-Step Towards Progress

 

What one-step could propel you towards progress?

One-Step Towards Progress

This week I ordered a catalog for a European riverboat cruise. Exploring the enchanting Danube River or gazing at castles along the Rhine River is a long-time dream.  Ordering this catalog was my small one-step of progress towards the goal of future European travel.

No one in my family knew I ordered this catalog. Later in the day, my son, a high school senior, said he would love it if we could take a trip to Europe for his graduation gift. “Well….funny you should mention that,” I told him of my catalog I ordered. The baseball hat moved up as his eyebrows registered an expression of shock. There are many details to sort out, but none of which could begin until I took the first step.

Small Beginnings

“Do not despise these small beginnings, because the Lord rejoices to see the work begin.” (Zechariah: 4:10 NLT)          

One-step toward progress starts with a small beginning. Often the details involving a decision render us paralyzed. Psychologies call this effect, decision paralysis. Decision paralysis results when we overthink our choices. I experience decision paralysis while viewing the Cheesecake Factory menu.

 

Your One-Step

What one-step could pivot your life towards progress?  Perhaps your one-step process includes:

  • A daily walk with a neighbor
  • Browse the craft store for ideas
  • Schedule the luncheon
  • Write the book proposal
  • Plan a trip

One-step might be all it takes to rekindle a dream, spark creativity, or reevaluate shelved goals. Once you take the first step, don’t forget to Celebrate the Grunt Work!

Happy planning!

April Dawn White ©2020

Photos by Jelleke Vanooteghem  and Lindsay Henwood on Unsplash

 

One Step Towards Progress

God Does Not Change

God does not change

“I the Lord do not change.” -God  (Malachi 3:6)

God Does Not Change

During this time of quarantine, isolation, and abundant change, the words from Malachi 3:6 are a balm for my aching soul: I the Lord do not change.”

My favorite attribute of God is His immutability. He is the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow (Hebrews 13:8).  This attribute provides comfort for both the caregiver and the chronic illness warrior.

Life in Uncertainty is Not New {For Some}                           

The current Covid19 pandemic forced everyone into isolation. Otherwise, healthy and abled-bodied individuals are in quarantine. For those of us with a chronic illness, staying at home, unable to participate in outside events is our normal. As Barbara Mandrell sang of being country when it wasn’t cool. Illness forced us to isolation. Many forced to abandon their careers because the companies refused to allow us to work from home. While the majority of the US moans of their lack of freedom, I want to sneer, (and I doubt I’m the only one) and say, “Welcome to my world.”

Living in uncertainty is nothing new for chronic illness warriors and caregivers. However, there are days when changes and uncertainty are overbearing.

Our Circumstances May Change, But God Does Not

Change is hard to process. Our questions dangle unanswered and become more tangled as new challenges arrive. Many of us can recall when our health changes began. Whether suddenly or subtlety, our healthy and active lives morphed into one of chronic illness and dependence on others. For me, my quirky symptoms shifted into overdrive in my forth decade. While somewhere in my genetic code a mutation occurred in my DNA, I take solace in remembering God does not change.

God Does Not Change

An Honest Prayer for Uncertain Times

Dear Heavenly Father

I thank you for the promise that You do not change (Malachi 3:6). God, I can rest knowing You are the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow (Hebrews 13:8).  Lord, so much of my life has changed and I need you. I desperately need the reminder today that You do not change nor cast shifting shadows (James 1:17).

My health has changed: from healthy to chronically ill. My mood has changed: from happy to bouts of depression and anger. Simple abilities have changed; someday I lack the strength to walk without help or get out of bed. Lord, You are my refuge and my strength, ever present help in times of trouble (Psalm 46:1). Whether or not I am abled-bodied, Lord, I take comfort in knowing I cannot escape your presence (Psalm 139:7-12).

Lord, my career and finances have changed, but you are my Jehovah Jireh, The Lord Who Provides (Genesis 22:14).  My priorities have changed; rest and recovery are on my daily to-do list. My soul finds rest in God, and my hope comes from Him (Psalm 65:2). My posture has changed; some days my head droops and silent tears fall freely, but you Lord are the Lifter of my head (Psalm 3:3) Lord, I am grateful you do not change (Malachi 3:6).

Thank you in advance for answering my prayers. In Jesus’ name. Amen.

God never wakes up grumpy

God Never Wakes Up Grumpy

Unlike us, God never changes. He never has an off day. His mood never fluctuates. He never wakes up on the grumpy side of the bed, because He never sleeps or slumbers (Psalm 121: 3-4). He does not have bad days, dreadful weeks, or hormonal changes. God never takes a day off. God is always good, constantly kind, and loving. He is long-suffering towards His children and full of tender compassion.

With each recent change and uncertainty, we can press on by finding solace in the unchanging character and compassion of God.

What current uncertainty do you need to firmly press into God’s open hands?

April White ©2020

This article was originally published for Broken But Priceless. BBP is a quarterly online magazine for those suffering from chronic illness and caregivers.  You can read excerpts and sign up here.

Photo by Laura Chouette & Ben White on Unsplash Photo by Isaac Benhesed on Unsplash

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